Building in public is a great way to push yourself to keep expanding your limit. It forces you to be accountable and practice being transparent.
Sometime life feels too heavy that you feel helpless and can't get yourself up.
Everything looks dull. You don't feel like doing anything. Even your favorite activities don't cheer you up.
It looks like time has frozen and you are stuck in a unwanted place in your head.
I felt the same when I failed, multiple times and many ways while growing my agencies.
If you are in similar situation then feel free to schedule a call to have a friendly dialog to help you plan out your life in sustainable way.